June 2010
4 posts
19th day of Summer;
paintmewithcolor:
only 3 days of Summer School left.
going by fast.
chilling with Maddie & her vehicle.
sawgrass.
yogurtland.
bestfriends.
I love your singing voice.
Mario.
goodnight. :)
My singing voice? :] lol jk I know it sucks
but no really I had so much fun today!
Maybe this mattress will spin on its..nevermind.
I’ve been feeling pretty positive lately and I think the best way to stay that way is to vent a little bit. These are just a few paragraphs that won’t mean anything tomorrow, and don’t define my day today by any means. But I think it’s better to get them out than keep them circling, and letting them wear me thin.. again.
A lot of people say they like to be alone. Sometimes...
I'd Walk Through Hell for You
(via nived)
Let it burn right through my shoes, these soles are useless without you.
Back (for like 5 seconds - don't read this.)
I like watching some girl I didn’t even know existed three months ago slowly but surely take my friends. My best friends? Okay.
Well I have other friends, and two years from now I don’t even know if I plan on talking to any of you (you being the person/handful I was talking about) so that’s okay.
Maybe it’s my fault because I started to drift from the old group. It...
April 2010
9 posts
heyyy friends!! send me your numbers! new phone!!
sunbeendownfordays:
unless i don’t know you… then please don’t send me your number… hehe ?
WAIT
when i answered i put the wrong number, there’s something wrong with mee…
9548579294
there it is haha
Never cut what you can untie.
(via nived)
“Of course I’m holding back. I’m insane, you idiot. Remember the other day when...”
– Elliot Reid, Scrubs (via quote-book)
“Girls are strange, gossipy, lame, cooking, cleaning, washing, serving,...”
– My cousin -__- (via paintmewithcolor)
AGREED partially haha
When I Grow Up
I’m never moving north of the Mason Dixon Line, or west of Texas.
I love the South - I love southern boys, I love how they hold doors for you, call you mam, genuinely respect you, I love my family, I love the hills, I love the fall, the spring, everything. I like how normal, how nice everyone is there. And yeah, I say y’all, bfd.
There is really something to the phrase Southern...
come by when you get off work i’ll be sitting around doing nothing lets wait til the sun goes down then we’ll drive off deep into the night don’t care where we are going as long as i’m going with you the summer swells in us with the heat comes a new kind of wanting cool nights never cooled us off lay around and wait for something to happen when it is three lonely figures a...
“We could talk about the road behind, how getting lost is not a waste of time.”
I need more days like these.
March 2010
17 posts
I don’t remember what I was going to say. Hmph.
fuckyeahkayla:
rhymewithorange:
fuckyeahkayla:
fuck. i just emailed the principal of Broward College Academy and used the phrase ”I am very adamant about attending BCA next year and would like to schedule a meeting with you to discuss…”
apparently adamant means demanding. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
Adamant: impervious to pleas, persuasion, requests, reason; “he is adamant in his refusal...
fuckyeahkayla:
fuck. i just emailed the principal of Broward College Academy and used the phrase ”I am very adamant about attending BCA next year and would like to schedule a meeting with you to discuss…”
apparently adamant means demanding. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
Adamant: impervious to pleas, persuasion, requests, reason; “he is adamant in his refusal to change his mind”
Not...
Don’t waste your time on me, you’re already the voice inside my head.
I'll always be my best flaw
You were wrong. Yeah, you’re always wrong.
“We’re so inconsistent about what we let kill ya. “Smoking? Must be eradicated....”
– Bill Maher (via nihilnoetia) (via quote-book)
I can’t even believe how much you’ve disappointed me, but for some reason I’m not surprised that I’m not surprised, and that’s really a shame for you.
I’ve spent so many nights waiting around on you, waiting for you to call, waiting for you to care, putting so much effort into what there was of “us,” WASTED so much time and now I don’t even...
Strict diet of celery and bottled water, let’s go.
nived:
I’m afraid I tend to disappear Into an anxious state when you draw near There is no reasoning, it’s quite a silly thing But it’s the way I’ve been for years, so I will understand if you don’t stay They say I’m great at first but then the magic fades Into an awful hue of dismal views and pessimistic attitude
I've got a planet packed with proof.
Now I do as I please and lie through my teeth Someone might get hurt, but it won’t be me I should probably feel cheap but I just feel free… and a little bit empty.
I seriously felt like crying the whole drive to the airport on Saturday.
For the most part I can’t even tell you why, but I hate Florida. I could count on one hand the people I genuinely care about here.
For some reason everyone and everything is just better there. I wouldn’t have before but now I’m seriously thinking about going there. Austin is pretty far, like a five hour...
“The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (Choke) (via kari-shma)
The Upsides
I can’t really complain.
It even rained today and I’m happy :O
I’ve felt like super dizzy all day it’s really weird..
Michael Buble is AMAZING
I forgot how well I get along with my mom.
I can't always be waiting on you.
But I am.
If it rains tomorrow, I’m going to lose it. Like for real. I hate the rain. And today was so gorgeous too.
Please Please Please I just want this to work.
February 2010
35 posts
The end of February SO MUCH BETTER than the beginning of February just sayingggg.
I’m just not fond of anyone, but that’s got everything to do with us. I hate the way I get when I can’t handle bad news. It feels like I’ve been an asshole for months. All I’ve got left are these handfuls of fuck you and man, that’s never enough. I guess I’m just down. I guess I’ll be honest. I could use you around.
All these fake tan girls laughing at art school kids getting lots in return for being substanceless - you’re too caught in semantics to see it, but you’re no fucking different.
And I can’t escape the way I don’t fit in with any of this.
Stone love.
Neglected my Tumblr and Facebook for a few days.
I don’t know what you want, so just tell me please.
Let’s save some time, a little space, and a little ache, okay?
Anddd I’ve had Bronchitis for like 500 days, awesomeee, school tomorrow anyway.
My goal for the next two years is getting out of Florida. I already have the straight A’s and AP’s and all that, but I...
Jack: Want me to get nakey?
Alex: You want us to get our willy's out?! Shall we get our willy's out?!
You get what you need.
I haven’t done this in a while.
So let’s recap;
Christmas was pretty cool - it recomfirmed how much I love Texas and how much I absolutely want to go to the University of Texas. It hit me for the first time what family really is.. Not that I didn’t know before, but here in Florida it’s really just my parents and I - whom I love - but after a while the same people become...
I don't know what it's like to land and not race...
I don’t think I’m gonna get lost on the boulevard at night, without your voice to tell me, “I love you, take a right.”
I’m going to be okay.
It’s all okay, it really is.
It’s okay.
The sunset says we see this all the time.
“I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances, and how it’s really just...”
– J.D., Scrubs
I wanna free fall, out into nothing
I’m gonna leave this world* for a while.
*Florida.
“I’m afraid that if you look at a thing long enough, it loses all of its meaning.”
– Andy Warhol (via kari-shma)
“I like to dry off after a shower with the comforter. My room, my rules.”
– John Mayer
I'm still waiting for the map to say home's a week...
It’s freezing in this city There’s no heat in my room It’s like it never stops raining And I’m soaked through My life’s become this tightrope act One wrong step, I’m off the edge So now I’m scared to death of an ear infection It’s like I’m chasing ambulances Trying to pull out something from the wreckage Nothing ever goes the way we fucking...
At least the fridge here works, and the walls...
My grandpa is dying.
My aunt just got diagnosed with breast cancer.
You are the only reason I am sane.
I’m just so tired. Wtf is happening?
